SLeEpinG UglY @ worK

Duno wat e heck.. I was super sleepy today.. Reach @ 7.40am for duno wat lame food safety tutorial n spent 2 hrs doin nth.. After tt still got tt SIP thingy, make mi talk to LO abt wat happen at work.. N e meet-e-CP session, I got e lamest gadget i ever seen - a thermometer tt nv records the temp... Anyway, it was a borin mornin.. In afternoon, it was not any better.. Saw someone I didnt like but a bit of drama happen.. I was laughin my heart.. V critical abt it.. Duno m i bad or wat.. Sometimes I wonder:"do i hav to be so mean after wat hav happened for such a long time?" Anyway wat is done cant be undone.. FAng lost her cards n we had to go thru alot to find them, although we didnt manage to find(fang, dun worry! I tink u will find it soon).. I oso spend some time at elf prog.. didnt get to facilitate to brush up my skills.. a bit disappointed.. Maybe becoz I was damn slpy therefore I wasnt too active either.. Today was pretty sad(or i should say suay).. I lost my ear stud(i guessed) while i was dryin my hair w e towel.. Too small so i didnt manage to get it back.. I tink today i m crazy.. a min ago, i was tinkin being single was e best thing i hav ever done.. Now, i was actually envyin couple..(v FM) I guess I m still searchin for my OOO(one n only one).. Sometimes it is pretty hard, i m quite dependent on myself n not used to bein controlled.. It is even harder when i m someone who needs alot of attn n care(not all guys can do tt).. N i tend to be "bei dong" kind.. Besides some things r too much for mi to bear n cant be forgotten.. Couldnt say tt i hav been thru alot, maybe my heart is too small..(but i m nt petty kkz) haha.. Tt's e reason y i giv up e forest for tt tree tt i m waitin for.. A bit dumb even my mum say so.. I guessed she is gettin worried too.. Therefore my nick rules.. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.