Freaking ANGRY!!
It is so so sickening!! Why is she so stubborn?? Can't I just go and relax by going out to Bangkok for just a few days?? Tell me what stop wasting money, what it is unsafe, what got terrorism and the best thing, refused to talk about it!!! All I said was "I might be going to Bangkok for a break" and she threw this whole lot of sh*t!! Only one sentence!! This is so stupid!! I hate to be under her control!!! I regret taking the loan from her to study in Melb!! Shit manz.. How I envy feli now.. She can have her own life, going different places at different times of A year.. Sickening!! Now all I want to do is to quickly graduate and earn tons of money and return to her and get my OWN life!! Since young already like tt, even to learn a new musical instrument in school for free oso cannot!! I will never forget that incident coz it impacted me the most.. Can't she be supportive for once?? Even if I get to do what I like, she also won't be happy coz it is not what she want me to do.. She is really Serena's mum's long lost sister!! She is so young only, how come her thinking like 60 years old or even older!!
3 Comments:
Hui Shan, come on... relax. Let me show you another perspective from my point of view without being unnecessarily defensive.
Felicia may be enjoying herself, but I am sure she has her own set of problems, that if you know what's those problems, you probably wouldn't want to be her.
And the fact that you are yourself, isn't it great? I mean, sometimes it's good that we have our own set of problems. At least our problems are not astronomic when compared to others. Well, life is always full of comparison eh?
It is always part of your dream to study in Melb, isn't it? Like I always wanted to study in NUS. I remembered how elated I was when I received the letter which accepted me into the institution.
I had a change of heart too, because for once I felt that university isn't that easy to survive in, as compared to poly.
Talk to your mum, perhaps in a "negotiation" tone. Maybe it helps. I do not encourage you to make drastic decisions, but I wouldn't say that it's not good to make one.
When I first invited Jesus, it was a drastic decision that I have made. But it was one that I never look back, and I don't regret that. =)
Nevertheless, our mums are unique people. They are good. Just that they really get on our nerves at times. To err is human =)
Thank God that we still have them around. Ponder about it. I am sure you will understand more.
Yea, just go to Bangkok, but remember that your safety is extremely important. Just take care.
Remember to bring me some goodies. I might be going Taiwan. lolx. depends on whether my leave is approved. :p
Take care pal. =)
I know that we should appreciate our mothers and everyone thinks that the other side of the pasture is always greener. I know I should be contented with what I have got. But the thing is her way of handling issues is so illogical. She shut me out totally and even refused to listen to me. She passed the phone to my dad and expect that he will be a better negotiator. Sorry lo, I just blew my top and had a heated "negotiation" with him. What I can't accept is that she didn't even give me a chance and listen to what I say. It is just so so dumb! "Thanks" to her that I have to make my dad bear my nonsense. She is the one who initiated the cold war, not me. Fine with me. Don't want to think about it already.
Going Taiwan??!! So good.. Remember to buy me goodies too!! I will remember to pray for your leave to be approved =P haha~
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