Meaningful Monday

Hehe.. Although it is a monday, I didnt face with monday blues.. Instead, I felt it well-spent.. Today I went for driving lesson early in the morning.. A bit sianz at e start becoz it has been a long time since i last drove.. But my instructor was the same old person so i felt relaxed n enjoyed the lesson.. Duno y.. He is always tink tt I m attached.. duno tell him how many times i dun hav bf.. Den he say tt who noes tis time got.. Do i got tt attached look?? MAke mi so stressed.. Den saw one of my schmate in the curcuit.. surprisely he oso noe her, in the end we were gossipin while drivin.. ahaha.. After driving, I was quite aimless to where to go.. Was tinkin of my granny's place, yishun, angmokio.. In the end i saw bus 72 den i decide to go tamp.. Wat a dumb idea.. anyway by the time i regret already near hougang.. haha.. But when i was there, I didnt regret my choice.. hehe.. BECOZ i saw HAP(a guy la, he got tis name becoz of the subj we studied in sch).. Long time no see him, a bit miss him n he is damn good-lookin n TALL.. I can go ga-ga over him.. haha.. Den i got so excited tt i msg feli they all.. After tt, I walked about tm a while n go to tamp library.. I saw one book - "keepin faith".. It is about christians keepin their faith.. den when i was back home i read it n on the papers i saw tis page on the gal who got sars n her belief in GOD.. Sometimes i began to understand the reasons behind tis.. the only hurdle i face whilst to accept Him is my family.. although on the surface they dun seem to mind tt i wan be a christian, I noe deep in their hearts they will be disappointed.. Since young I noe there is fate between mi n GOD, i was juz afraid of the commitment.. Duno how to face it.. Maybe I juz needed more time to tink about it n hope to find my light by 21..