10 December 2004
This is e busiest day of e 1st week of sch.. How shld i start describing my hectic schedule.. Too busy until I m almost multi-taskin every minute.. During the morning lecture, I was really tryin hard to concentrate but my mind was juz flying everywhere.. Only until I missed copyin one slide, den I start to really pay attn.. After tt, mi n my mp grp went to check the quality of the bak kwa.. It was horrible, makin us so panicky.. BEcoz once the quality is poor, our proj is goin down the drain.. Once again, we were scolded by alice ong abt the micro results.. N worse still, we faced the prob of incubating the agar plates on the wrong day.. sad.. After tt, I went to saa to help print certs.. Be4 I reached there, i fell down the stairs while thinkin too much and crushed e can in my hands.. Wasted my mocha coffee.. haha.. After tt I was so busy until I was always panicky even when my hp rings.. I was so scared tt alice ong will giv mi bad news.. Terror did happen n we had to rush back to the lab n complete e micro counting.. Jia even rushed down from home.. Tis day was truly truly tiring.. N i had to giv my overnite cycling a miss.. Bits of regret.. But I had no choice, i got too much to do after I reach home.. Didnt even get to slp well tt nite..

11 December 2004
I woke in fear becoz I was havin a nightmare of FYP!! All my nite was spent thinkin abt counting plates, counting endless no. of plates.. N e scene still got e 3 of us busy counting plates.. I had no choice but to wake up super early n redo my tabulation of results.. If not I wont rest in peace.. haha.. After tt, I went out to meet estella, mun, alicia, jer & sarah.. It has been a long time since i met them except for mun.. haha.. Really missed them alot.. Esp estella, she has been away from spore for long.. It was great to hav her back.. N glad tt she oso found her happiness while in aust.. "heyhey where is my happiness?" She shot tt qn at mi.. All I could say is I duno.. Still waiting I guess n maybe a heart tt hasnt been healed or waiting to be healed.. Anyway, all of us had fun i guess.. Esp at sakae, busy chattin n takin photos.. But the service at sakae was super slow.. haha..

NOW 12 December 2004
Left w 12 days before xmas eve!!! Which means 12 days be4 my driving test~ scary.. ermz.. Either e happiest or e saddest xmas of my life?? how to take tis.. Can I leave tis to Him? I hope God will give mi strength to move on regardless of the results.. Becoz I tink i gotta spend tis xmas alone.. Family is not by my side tis yr, my parents are away from spore.. Frenz got their dears to acc.. Brother is either busy workin or busy w his gf i guess.. Maybe i shall roam ard e streets like i always do?? or sleep thru xmas? Haiz.. Juz give mi a break~