Hidden in My heaRt..

Once upon a time, there is one stupid gal named shan.. She is so clumsy tt wateva she does, it is somehow a stupid careless mistake.. From studies to work to family to friends to cca to driving and back to herself.. To help herself, she tried learning from her mistakes but life seems to play her way.. Her studies is like a dump.. Sometimes up sometimes down.. when will she get to go to somewhere of her dreams??

Work work work for nearly two months was quite memorable.. Managed to be part of the funky n crazy team.. She was not too happy at 1st becoz of a backache prob.. But soon got used to it and enjoyed playin wif her collegues.. Now it is soon time to leave, a little bit of missing them and e auntie in the store.. Work wasnt too bad, esp once she was dressed up and quite a no. of the customers wanted wat she was wearing and pleased wif her service.. That was e day tt makes her so so so happy..

However, becoz of work, she neglected alot of things.. Her family, her friends, her personal time, her driving, her cca, her final yr proj and lots more.. Although she tried to make n giv time for them, they are nv enough.. Tried to be home for dinner, ended up being nagged.. Tried to spend time w frenz, always get complained tt she is always so busy.. FYP is always up in her nerves till she will dream of her supervisor.. No time for herself except when she is takin a bus, mrt or juz reading be4 she goes to bed or work..

Her driving didnt fare well for the previous revisions.. Still paranoid on the road.. Lack of self-confidence and juz scared of any other accidents.. Hope tt she can make it for her tp test which is on e xmas eve.. Tt day will be e event of the yr.. She juz didnt wan to tink abt it..