I failed my FTT for the Third time..

Hey hey wat a super sunday today.. I woke up early in the morning about 6 am to prepare for my run at 7.. Dear papa still cook campbell soup for me.. aww.. how sweet.. (the main reason is becoz he juz bought one carton of campbell soup..haha) Anyway I had a mild breakfast so that I could run later.. Today I completed 9.6km to my amusement.. haha.. I thought I couldnt becoz I had flu n my leg was detaching when I was at my 8th km.. But the timing wasnt too good becoz I was blowing my nose away n breathing quite heavily.. Those whom I ran past gave me weird eye glances.. haha.. Nvm about them, I dun care as long I complete my run.. hehe.. When I finished my run, I was super hungry.. I "k"-ed my fridge!! hehe of coz not junk food.. I muz eat healthily to lose wt.. But I guessed it is still a long way.. haha..

My FTT results are finally here.. I failed again.. Well well disappointment? of coz it is there.. But I felt more neutral this time.. N maybe starting to be oblivious about it.. I prayed to God, hoping to find the reason why.. But I guessed he just want me to appreciate the day when I will pass more.. This way I gotta work harder... money n time is a big prob already.. Hope that it wont get worse..