I found the remedy to my pessimistic nature~

Guess what?? Sleeping helps.. I realised that whenever I sleep, I don't think.. Then I become more positive, for eg. NOW!! Haha.. I guess because when I am sleeping, I dream.. And most of the time, Thank God, I dream about things, people and events I always wanted to see, hear and touch.. Maybe that's the reason I smile everytime I wake up.. I really do.. (OK, maybe when I refused to wake up from my dreams, then i dun..Haha)

I think what's wrong is my mind.. Always like to wonder and think.. And when I don't see it, I became very negative.. What I hate is that it affects the people around me.. Tt's why I become the "most" negative at the end of the day.. It is like so saturated that whatever positive just don't come into the picture..

Therefore, if I ever start this "hormonal" cycle, please stop me early..

I guess so..