E feeling of helplessness was bad..

I tink today i m havin monday blues.. I was very sleepy when I was going to work today.. Nearly made my way to changi airport.. I tink nowadays my blog will get more n more boring.. Becoz it is all work n no play.. Makes huishan a dull gal.. Haha.. Plus i got to do food safety proj to make myself worse.. Sometimes I feel tt 24 hrs arent enough for mi.. plus my proj is pbl n done individually.. It really stresses mi out.. My hair is really droppin like nobody's biz.. Really worried abt them.. One prob is gone n now comes another.. It seems like I juz luv going to e doctor.. N everytime i go, e doctor will always say e same thing:"same prob izzit? aiya, let mi find new medicine for u." This doesnt seem to end.. Maybe i can follow tt gal in channel 8 who always says:"mei yong de, mei yong de!" Haha.. A bit a bit sleepy now after completin my hfla.. Hope tt tml will be a brighter day!! Nitez n SWeet Dreamz to mi..

SupEr SunDaY!!

Duno wat happen today.. IT was so blur.. Only remember I spent e time to slp n eat whole day.. N i spent tonite laughin at e TV.. IT was damn funny.. Den I was quite hardworkin.. hehe.. I started to do my food safety project.. It was quite stressed becoz it was pbl.. haiz.. oso duno how.. Tml is another day ah.. BUT I gotta go n work.. so sianz.. Really dun feel like wakin up so early.. I tink my energy level tis week was super highly n easily metabolised.. cant accept..

SLeEpinG UglY @ worK

Duno wat e heck.. I was super sleepy today.. Reach @ 7.40am for duno wat lame food safety tutorial n spent 2 hrs doin nth.. After tt still got tt SIP thingy, make mi talk to LO abt wat happen at work.. N e meet-e-CP session, I got e lamest gadget i ever seen - a thermometer tt nv records the temp... Anyway, it was a borin mornin.. In afternoon, it was not any better.. Saw someone I didnt like but a bit of drama happen.. I was laughin my heart.. V critical abt it.. Duno m i bad or wat.. Sometimes I wonder:"do i hav to be so mean after wat hav happened for such a long time?" Anyway wat is done cant be undone.. FAng lost her cards n we had to go thru alot to find them, although we didnt manage to find(fang, dun worry! I tink u will find it soon).. I oso spend some time at elf prog.. didnt get to facilitate to brush up my skills.. a bit disappointed.. Maybe becoz I was damn slpy therefore I wasnt too active either.. Today was pretty sad(or i should say suay).. I lost my ear stud(i guessed) while i was dryin my hair w e towel.. Too small so i didnt manage to get it back.. I tink today i m crazy.. a min ago, i was tinkin being single was e best thing i hav ever done.. Now, i was actually envyin couple..(v FM) I guess I m still searchin for my OOO(one n only one).. Sometimes it is pretty hard, i m quite dependent on myself n not used to bein controlled.. It is even harder when i m someone who needs alot of attn n care(not all guys can do tt).. N i tend to be "bei dong" kind.. Besides some things r too much for mi to bear n cant be forgotten.. Couldnt say tt i hav been thru alot, maybe my heart is too small..(but i m nt petty kkz) haha.. Tt's e reason y i giv up e forest for tt tree tt i m waitin for.. A bit dumb even my mum say so.. I guessed she is gettin worried too.. Therefore my nick rules.. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.

Busy n SUper TiRiNg Day!!!

AIYA.. Today damn tired at work.. Whole day ma chiam no break.. even lunch was eaten in a rush.. 1 person do 2 person's work.. Long time nv work like tt.. e last time when i was so tired, was durin the breadtalk days.. After work still muz go back to sch for elf meetin.. On my way to sch, I got amazin coincidences wif my frenz.. One was my IT fren-I got off 27 n he went up.. Another is felicia-Duno how come can meet her on e bus when i tot we wont.. Then I saw AP, Rin & "nezha" in sch.. so happening sia.. haha.. Den had a super long meetin(it is e usual for elf).. When I was on my way home, I nearly overslp my bus stop.. Lucky tt lady next to mi move alot, if not i really miss it.. haha..

It is gonna be weekend soon...

Early in the morning I was late for work.. 1st time in 2 wks.. Lucky no one scold mi.. haha.. Everything was fine until I went to collect coleslaw, that supervisor(lucky not mine) was so sickenin.. Catch my baby hair for comin out.. already say it is baby hair le how to keep oso will drop mahz.. haha.. I duno whether my diet can make it anot.. Becoz I hav been havin my "ai xin mian bao" for tis whole wk.. hehe.. When I was doin my lab tests, I tink I was quite blur(maybe v blur).. Maybe becoz those tests r rather repetitive, I kept makin silly mistakes(eg. using a 1ml pipette when I should use 2ml).. I duno y today I kept doin e wrong thing.. I even did e same test twice.. Lucky I wont get into too deep trouble becoz of my mistakes.. But I tink tt e worst thing tt happened and it was super pai say, was tt I almost wore my lab shoes home.. haha.. Lucky I realised it when I juz stepped out of the lab den I rushed back to change into my slippers.. hehe.. REally kena a big joke.. When I was in the bus, I got a feeling tt I will meet one of IT frenz becoz my off-time is oso after sch time, my workplace is so near e sch(oops haha).. In e end I really got to meet eugene on 27, so surprised.. Sometimes fate really play us n let us meet frenz tt r so near yet so far.. haha.. I would wonder y did I managed to get such a fren at such a time such a place.. I really blessed to meet all my frenz at certain intersections of my life for e past 19 yrs n remember I really treasure u guys.. But I dun expected to be treasured..

Two Tiring days..

Ytd was a super tiring day for me sia.. I slept at 2am tis morning lehz(surprisely for huishan).. haha.. Because I was doin a brochure for ELF booth.. Although it was volunteered by me unknown to them, I found my work disappointing.. Maybe too tired after a long day with a long meeting in sch and I juz couldnt tink in the middle of the nite.. Before that(early in the afternoon abt 3pm), I was already rottin at my workplace for off work.. There was nothing much to do in the lab so i spent 2 hrs readin mag n doin my food safety proj.. But I learnt alot in the morning.. Eg. sub-culturing bacteria, it was quite interesting and it is all abt havin the rite technique.. After that I went to sch for ELF meeting.. Got quite shocked when i reached sch becoz there were so many ppl but in the diff flow.. Soon after the meeting(it was a tiring 2 hr plus meeting.. haha), most of us went to the coffee shop to hav "dinner", for mi it is dessert bahz.. haha.. we did a stupid yet meaningful thing for felicia.. Mass-sending of bdae wishes to her.. So touching(I oso dun hav lehz..).. later the guys n 1 pathetic gal(tt's me) were tokin abt ms feelin cold, we had a great laugh although I felt unkind for being like tt.. will kena retribution lehz.. After dinner, I walked frm the sch bus-stop to my 27 bus-stop despite e late nite, all becoz of raynor n zhiwei.. I only walked like tt in the day n esp w fang.. Good thing is I will lose wt faster.. haha..


Now for today's special.. I didnt do anything great but i learnt alot at work.. Tis time really alot.. got equipment swab tests, air sampling test, coleslaw production n more.. too many to list.. oso got a chance to do sensory evaluation for the R&D department.. I was oso beginning to build up the relationship between my collegues.. We were not as cold as we first met on the 1st day.. N i was quite happy abt it.. Hope that my learning experience at SATS can be a fruitful one by the end of 3 mths.. My ear hurts today.. Becoz in production side, we need to remove all ear-rings n accessories on us.. Den i got a newly-pierced ear, becoz I was quite impatient to remove it, e stud pass thru e ear hole.. N it BLED(groSs..).. It hurts kkz.. I was quite scared tt it might close.. N i did a thing tt i find myself smart abt(finally kkz..).. I use alcohol in e lab to wash my stud n put e stud back in a cold(5 degree C) room.. It was less pain n fitted back safely.. Now muz take extra care.. haha..

happy FAther's DAy..

Had a busy day today.. I was quite lazy to wake up in the mornin to go for drivin lesson today.. But no choice becoz today is peak hr n more ex.. haha.. Lucky i pass today's subject so no need to retake.. haha.. Den i went to my uncle's place to pray to my grandfather.. Eat alot of food today.. Later u will noe y.. After tt, i went to celebrate shijia's bdae n had a happenin time.. First we went to Be-Pu to eat ramen(super super spicy).. Den we went to esplanade.. so romantic but wif e wrong ppl.. oops juz kiddin la.. haha.. We ate haagen dazs ice-cream.. $15 per bowl lehz.. It was so great!! cant stop eating... Tis is e first time i indulge myself like tt.. Cant make it.. sure fat one.. haha.. As today is Father's day, I bought my papa a hp accessory.. haha.. Very girly rite? But I was thinkin tt since mum got one, papa oso muz hav one.. Me so thoughtful rite? haha..

I Failed my FTT..

To begin.. I would like to announce that I failed my FTT.. I m in an unstable mood now.. I might burst into tears next moment or laugh hysterically.. oh manz.. Wat luck recently.. Before I got back my results, I was quite fine.. Because I tot that I had a 'not bad' day at work.. Learnt quite a bit n went for a tour at production side.. It was so fascinating.. haha.. I also started to observe my collegues at work.. They made me realised some stuffs that I nv tot that I would tink of.. I began to realise the importance of friendship now(which I tot I knew it well enough already).. Because my collegues were not really close with each other & I would see n feel tt.. I know that to find a fren is not easy at workplace, need not say to find a close fren.. Besides that, I love my family even more.. I know that they r e ones who will nv leave mi.. I hope to spend more time with them(esp my aunt).. Deep in my heart, I really cant bear to leave them in the future if i want to go overseas to study.. :(

My !st Day at Work..

Ytd was my 1st day of work.. Actually i had a shock becoz i didnt expect to be at food lab.. I tot i would go to e catering side.. so disappointed.. All mi n yanting did was juz packing test-tubes, hand swap tests n some food tests.. V much like those we did in sch.. We had a long n borin break be4 we got off frm work.. I had been tinkin abt my future durin those breaks.. I wondered i made e rite choice.. TODAY.. A fine tuesday.. I had a bad start for e day.. I was so blur today.. I was supposed to bring my bankbook for HR instead i bought e old one which was cancelled.. sickenin.. to make things worse.. E security refuse to return my I/C unless e HR called them.. Make mi so sianz to travel up n down.. I had a busy mornin learnin new things in the food lab(e only thing i was pleased abt e whole day..hehe).. In e afternoon, actually could go to e production side.. But becoz we had to do hand swap tests again.. couldnt go.. again disappointin.. E supervisor allowed my fren to go SATS 2 for samplin tml but i gotta wait.. again disappointment.. haiz.. After tis busy day, finally i could go home.. But.. Juz now i opened my Food safety problem package.. it was hell.. So difficult n i couldnt understand a thing.. One of these days next wk, i tink i muz go back to tp n research.. so worried abt e project.. Hope tt tml will be a better day..

TomorroW is THE DAY!!!

Woke up quite early.. Watched a little tv n laze ard be4 i step out of my hse.. haha.. I m a bit paranoid abt tml.. I went to SATS to take a look at my new workplace.. Heavily guarded n seems "BIG"... haha.. I oso spent some time looking for my workin clothes.. Had a hard time but managed to find one.. haha.. Now i m back home thinkin abt wat's going to happen tml.. so scary.. i tink my blog is full of crap.. Lesson learnt today: Treasure those by ur side. Because time can drift them away from you.

KIDs makE mi Mad!!

TODaY is a super tiring day!! Need to take care of kids ah.. I cant accept.. All of them r devils.. haha.. super hyperactive n lots more.. Mi n raynor spend more time catchin them for e attention than explaining games to them.. I tink on my part i was quite impatient n didnt really wan to take care of them after lunch.. Both of us were tryin to count down until e last min.. All e ELFs r so so happy.. haha!!! After tt, we had a nice dinner at Kenny rogers n a super interestin "movie" going on.. Laugh until i stomach pain.. Haha.. after tt still rot ard at tamp.. N most imptly i got to eat my ice-cream today.. turkish ice-cream some more..
I was quite tired on fri.. So now i shall do some updates.. I GOT INTO SATS CHANGI AIRPORT!!! haha.. So happy.. REally happy.. I hope i hav a good time there.. REally hope nth bad happen..

Attachment is SO ScaRy!!!

Aiya too tired ytd nv edit my blog.. haha.. Ytd karmun & i met up with eugene n soon tat for a chat and raynor join in too.. We had marche, sound great only but e food was miserable.. Long time since i saw them therefore had quite a bit to catch up.. Overall quite good although I didnt get to eat my ice-cream(sobz).. Lucky we didnt stone there n do nth..

Now for today.. I could say tt today was quite stressful.. Becoz we were all back in school for Food Safety induction.. It sounded like another FPQAP.. so scary.. Suddenly I could feel all ready to study again.. Next week startin attachment plus launch of FS's 1st package.. I tink my brains wont take it in 3 mths time.. haha.. I got a funny encounter today.. I was at e sports connection in TM wif feli.. I liked tis pouch alot but but but it came w a bit of flaw.. I asked one old shop-keeper whether is there another piece.. Guess wat tt uncle said to mi.. He said tt it was the design.. havin said tt nvm.. I took another piece same design but diff color.. I ask him to see e diff n nearly wanted to burst out in anger cum a bit of laughter.. he tink tt we r idiots izzit? kaoz.. With tt mixed feelings plus a bit of disappointment we walked out of tt shop.. LEssOn learnt: Never listen to elderly, they do lie. haha.. Jokin only la.. But true sometimes..

MY FiRsT Tim3...

Today it was my first time doing facilitation for a programme at ELC.. I was quite nervous at e beginning becoz i wasnt how e dynamics of e grp would be.. After seeing my dear "uno" group so enthu, I was relieved n hope tt nth will go wrong after tt.. haha.. I tend to tumble over words.. pretty sad abt it.. I wonder is there any prob wif my comm skills.. Maybe i should brush up my Eng one day.. After e tiring yet fun programme, we had a small "water parade" for Felicia to celebrate her bdae which was 2 wks from now.. haha.. we had great fun, ma chiam those water-splashing season in Thailand.. After we got all wet, we still proceed to coffee shop to hav dinner.. so "dam dam" go n eat dinner.. tt was so sad.. haha.. Highlight of e day, we still go to Swensons' to hav ice-cream.. so xinfu.. haha.. I can see ice-cream flowing out of my eyes..

Shrek 2 was great!!!

Rain rain go away.. Come again another day.. My day started a raining day n i hav to go to e bus-stop to fetch feli to my hse.. Spend some time watchin tv n vcr den see e pictures we taken during ELF camps n chalet.. In my hse, I tink feli had a great time eating those yummy food tt r meant to be mine.. I couldnt eat becoz of my cough(it's killing MI!!!).. After that, I went to ssdc for my final theory revision and the FINAL THEORY TEST!! haha.. It was horrible terrible n vegetable(?!?).. haha.. REally hope I could pass it.. so tt i can continue my practical lessons smoothly.. hehe.. Finally today i got to watch my SHREK 2!!! YIPPIE.. haha.. E movie was really funny!! Couldnt stop laughin.. haha.. Lucky i didnt miss tis one as i did for shrek.. if not i will regret my whole life.. Well tt's abt it today.. N i wan to watch more movies if i got e time next wk.. hehe..

Vesak Day

Early in the morning 6 o'clock.. My dear mum n dad woke mi up from my sweet dreams n make our way to the temple.. I wore my specs to the temple becoz i could hardly open my eyes to fit my contact lens in.. Too tired after e AGM.. haha.. Within 2 hrs, i visited 3 temples and i was back home.. Didnt really plan my day well so i ended up in my granny's hse.. I was such a good gal.. *oops* haha.. My parents left mi n my brother in e hse n go thailand.. so sickenin.. haha.. How i wish i m there too.. haha.. My throat was not gettin any better.. so sad.. Hope tml is a better day.. haha..

What a DAY!!

Today is e AGM of ELFs.. REally fustrated when i could not balance tt 12 nails on tt one nail.. Nearly wanted to giv up.. Thanks to some help by ELFs ard mi, I finallly knew how to solve e prob.. Haha.. Tis is a game played in order to handover n get e shed keys.. Pretty lame but v challengin too.. Haha.. After e AGM, we went to tm to hav pastamania.. N after our food, a little celebration for mi n raynor's bdae.. It was pretty gross.. Esp w cream on my face & e nice dish they created out of tiramisu cake n "added ingredients".. Nearly had a upset stomach juz by lookin at them do e "heavenly creation".. Haha.. Really sorry to Felicia for unknowingly gotten her involved in tis gross mess.. I had a nice time despite e mess.. N i really appreciate wat happened today.. Nice memories for mi.. Nv had a chance to celebrate my bdae like tt be4 so i m really happy.. This was e 1st time i had 4 cakes for my bdae n flowers too.. Something creepy happened today too.. Kyo bought mi a bracelet as bdae present.. Amazingly it was e same bracelet tt i lost at e shed e day be4.. I was really shocked.. N i got "inside info" tt e bracelet was bought be4 i lost it.. See how scary it was.. Haha.. I ended my day w my fav ice-cream at Mac.. So "xinfu".. haha..