It's all over~ Yeah! But I can't go home~ Sobz!

Yeah!!! Can't be happier to know that those draggy days of exam fever are gone! Not forever, at least for this year.. Hehe~ Can't help grinning.. Heez =P But the dreadful thing is everyone is going home tomorrow or already home except me! Novi still sms on my 3rd paper, wishing me good luck (which is good) but she ended with "See ya in Spore" coz she went to S'pore on that day and staying for one week there before going back to Indo. I was like "Ahahhhh~", can't accept.. Met Raine for La Porchetta (Yummy!!) and she is going back tml as well.. Sobz, one good friend less.. WeiHong also another one, came to my place to take all my chem B notes and the main point is he is going back tml too!! What's the most sickening thing?? He is going home to hibernate!! I was like "I want ur ticket!! U hibernate in Melb la!" Ahh~ I still gotta wait for another 3 days.. Haiz.. Amy, Please come faster!! I miss u.. Let's go and eat all gelati, pizza and pasta in Melb, and shop till we drop!! Oops~ Maybe u go ahead and eat, I shall just watch! Haha.. coz I want to lose weight~

3 days to My Home Sweet Home!! If I were to miss Melb, I will miss the freedom I have here.. Heez =P

3 down, 1 to go~ KO soon~

Yeah! Finally only one paper left. But I think I will be even more crazy tomorrow coz I am having my last paper. And after that, I will give Raine her birthday treat at La Porchetta~ Heez!! So happy. I think tomorrow I sure be in a daze as usual. It always happen when I finish my exams. Too tired I guess. Need my beauty sleep back. Doll myself up and pamper myself with good skin and nice clothes. Oh ya! And lose weight. Haha. Hehe~

Yesterday was the hottest day in Melbourne. 36 degrees!! Even higher than Singapore. It was so bad that I was all "heated" up, both my face and body was really red. No good coz headache rushes in and I just don't feel well. It was scary especially when the next day is my paper. I had to keep washing my face with water, having ice water the whole day and having the fan full-blast right below me to bring down my body temperature. Also ate a panadol, hoping it will help. In the end, it didn't and I had to have an early night. Luckily, today's paper was ok. Thank God! If not, I will be upset again. Anyway I am fine already and today's temperature is 22 degrees. Crazy weather! This morning is 14 degrees, see? Haha.

Gotta go back to my books. By the way, to ray, I am not going to Bangkok I guess. If only I can go, maybe I go home and psycho my parents again, more effective. Haha.

Stressed, Despair, Deprived~

Today is Sunday already! Gosh~ I lost count of the days, esp when I am preparing for my exams. It seems like just ytd when I forgot last sun was a sunday and forgot to prepare for church. In the end, vania and I were terribly late - which is not a good practice =P And now, I am awaiting for next week to come, where my final two papers are. *sharks* I am scared, totally. I just couldn't remember anything I want to remember. If not that case, I might be studying half-way and dozing off. What a piggy! Oh don't be surprised, it seems like another usual thing for me. I just did ytd. My dad still called me at 1.30am and I am already in LA-LA Land. What's the best? I haven't studied what I want to study for the day. What's the next best thing? I dozed off again after putting down the phone. Gosh! I am hopeless eh? double *sharks* And I didn't even call my dear or tell him where I was and what I was doing. Well, my dear is very smart, he might know what happened. =P Triple *sharks*

By the way, my dad called me coz he was worried. Right here in Melbourne, the city of Melbourne, along Collins St. and Flinders Lane, a terrible riot broke out. Fighting, mashing and beating. Demonstrators turned violent. Citizens affected. Tourists traumatised. Gosh! What happened? Read this http://au.yahoo.com/ for more info. Thank God for I was at home, in the comfort of my bed, not even knowing what happened. Know what? There was protesting on fri as well, I was there! haha.. But nothing happened then. Lucky!

After all the "drama" in Melbourne, still say it is warm and giving country?? Haha. Melb just love to bluff itself. Now I gotta be back to my books for my last 3 days of mugging. Hopefully really mugging, and not dreaming or worse, sleeping. Pray for me. Coz I am really drained. It is just so terrible when u can't do or fulfill what u want to do. I am facing it. Stressed. Despair. Deprived.

*sharks* Feeling heaty and coughing!! Please don't let me fall sick now~ Esp upcoming week is my last 2 papers and the following week is my 1st day of internship.

7 days to Singapore~ =)

Dreams to fulfill, goals to hit~

Lose weight. Get good grades. Graduate with a degree. Earn big bucks. Get dream car. Repay parents, granny and aunties. Set up own business. Find a good guy to get married. Enjoy life to the max. Have a family with 2 kids. Travel around the world. Get wiser with age. Maintaining decades-long friendships. Living happily-ever-after??

Believe or not. This is what I am thinking about when I get bored with my books. I am thinking or u may say, planning for my life. True enough, the above are some of my dreams. Well, coz I guess as years come by, my dreams will increase or get bigger or be wilder?? Heez. God knows. Though I don't really know how much I can achieve at the moment, I just want to get my short-term goals working. If it is so hard to accomplish short-term goals, how can I dream on??

Why did I start thinking about dreams and goals?? The reason is amusing though. Coz now then I realised that everybody really have different dreams and goals to accomplish. It is not just simply earning big bucks and having a good life. And what's more amazing, our definitions of a good life are so different. My poly good friend thinks that getting married and being a housewife is having a good life to her. (which beats me why??) So does my primary school friend, just that she want to be a businesswoman as well. My secondary school friend thinks that slacking and being a tai-tai to her is good life. Another secondary school friend thinks that travelling around the world and be challenged in the coporate world to her is good life. Well, I think I could only think about my good life when I settled my loans. Diaoz u may think. Even if I eat, drink, play nothing, I might take at least 5 years to pay up everything. I am such a broke girl. By the time, I might be 30 and start fulfilling my dreams?? OH NO! My friends might be all married with dozens of kids or getting the life they want. Haha.

Waiting to get my freedom. Think that 21 years of age is freedom?? Now I think not so.

Exploding soon!

Second time and she still refused to talk to me. This is so sickening! How can she ignore me like that? Does she really think that my dad can talk me out?? Sorry lo, he can't. Not that I don't want to listen to them, the thing is she don't want to listen to me. If she listened and talked to me, I might have not been so angry and maybe listened to them. Ask my dad to be a messenger and give stupid reason like "why don't wait till after graduation, then you will have more time.", "why spend unnecessary money now" and "you can still enjoy yourself by going out in S'pore". What the heck! What's the diff between going now and going after I graduate?It is not as if I am going for 80 days tour around the world and spending $2-3k! I am just going for 3 days and spending what I can afford. I am not even asking them to fork out the money for me. I am sad, not because she didn't allow me to go. I just can't accept why she don't want to listen to me and worse, she don't even want to talk to me. Tell me what "busy with shopping, go talk to your dad", stupid! She never appreciates my presence anyway. Don't want to type already, the more I type, the higher the "temperature" is rising.

Freaking ANGRY!!

It is so so sickening!! Why is she so stubborn?? Can't I just go and relax by going out to Bangkok for just a few days?? Tell me what stop wasting money, what it is unsafe, what got terrorism and the best thing, refused to talk about it!!! All I said was "I might be going to Bangkok for a break" and she threw this whole lot of sh*t!! Only one sentence!! This is so stupid!! I hate to be under her control!!! I regret taking the loan from her to study in Melb!! Shit manz.. How I envy feli now.. She can have her own life, going different places at different times of A year.. Sickening!! Now all I want to do is to quickly graduate and earn tons of money and return to her and get my OWN life!! Since young already like tt, even to learn a new musical instrument in school for free oso cannot!! I will never forget that incident coz it impacted me the most.. Can't she be supportive for once?? Even if I get to do what I like, she also won't be happy coz it is not what she want me to do.. She is really Serena's mum's long lost sister!! She is so young only, how come her thinking like 60 years old or even older!!

Weather is good today!

Yuppie! My course coordinator replied me and reassured me that everything will be fine and I will graduate as planned, which is JULY 2007!! So happy now~ Happy shan.. Happy piggy.. Happy-like-anything!! Sounds familiar?? Heez~

I finally started on my Food Micro revision today. There is so much to remember and memorise as well. But the weird thing is that I actually could remember what I have read through and did not find it such a mind-blocker as compared to biology. Funny eh? Maybe there is interest in food micro?? Haha. Perhaps perhaps~

I really can't wait for 27 Nov to come!! Really excited to be able to go home again. Home-sick~ Love-sick~ Family-sick~ Friends-sick~ Haha. ELF-sick too?? Heard that my senior is planning for an alumni ELF program. Excited~ I guess it is almost 1.5 years since I last climb a high element or belaying or even do a simple knot. Thanks to my "amazing" memory, I bet 75% of the knots and another ELF essentials were given back to the cow~ *Moomoo*. (Only ELFs understand* =P) If it is really on, I will be so happy about it. Miss those ELF times, miss ELF gang, miss those great fun we had (fooling around at the site=P)..

Can't believe I can blog twice within a day, too much complaints~

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I am boiling for the whole day because of the stupid re-enrolment system!! More than 100 degrees C already! U can't guess what actually happen. The admin in Melb uni just s**ks big time! I was enrolled as a part-time student for next year just because I am taking five subjects this summer and next sem as the system can't acknowledge that I am taking that subject in summer. And the best thing is that the admin officer told me there is nth she could do about it. I was so mad!! I mean not at her, I am mad at the system! Why it is so stubborn? Now it caused me to have a late graduation and there might be problems with my student visa as well. She told me that she will inform my course coordinator and see what can be done. If anything stops me from getting my graduation by July 2007, I will make a big "Woo-Haa" out of it. (unless it's my grades, then I'll shut up) I don't care! I just want to get over with studying in Melb, and be back in my sweet home!! U can't imagine how bad was my day, especially after a super-difficult chemistry paper and facing such nonsense from a brainless system! Eating my low-fat ice-cream right now, I just want to cool down. Cannot make it~ Though I am not faced with the worst situation, it is enough to destroy my day.

Two down! But I am already so tired~

Gosh~ Finally two papers are officially over! Never am I going to see biology and chemistry again. I am so exhausted and sleepy too. Last night was terrible coz I did not sleep well at all. Waking up every hour is absolutely no fun. This morning was in fact a drowsy mode for me. Greyish skies and freezing wind blowing. But I caught beautiful morning sun rays shining through the greyish clouds. It makes me felt like there is still hope above all darkness. Heez~ But it seems otherwise. Today's chemistry paper was so difficult! If yesterday's is a thunderstorm, then today's is like thunderstorm with hurricanes all over! I actually had not enough time to think or check my answers. I left some blank as well =( I am quite sad now coz I really pinned high hopes on this paper. Coz I thought it might be similar to past year papers. (I did 4 past year papers and they are so similar and quite easy, and the amount of time and effort spent revising. Gosh~) Now I am so disappointed coz I will not get the grade I always wanted. Sad. Never mind. I shall not think about it anymore. I want to work harder for the remaining papers - Resource Management Econs and Food Microbiology! Kanbatei~ Jia you!

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One down, 3 more to go!

Yuppie~ Done with my genetics paper. So happy~ I can't say that today is a breeze, but thank God, it is not thunderstorm. Haha. But it did drizzle a little, I mean the weather. Haha. Ya, this morning was quite dramatic. I woke up earlier than usual, about 5.30am. I couldn't find my eraser. I was caught in a light drizzle, almost raining. My hp was low in credit. But luckily, waking up early gave me time to prepare myself for the paper and to find my eraser *heez =)*. Though I didn't bring my umbrella, I was blessed with my friends appearing with umbrellas =P and walking with me to the exam hall. As for my hp, I need not make any calls to find my friends, coz I found them the moment I reached the meeting point. That was what a "phew~" day for my 1st paper. But the exam hall is seriously cold. It feels exactly like those times in winter. Quite funny though, coz it is supposed to be summer soon. Currently 14 degrees outside. I am missing the sun right now~ Can't wait to be home in 20 days' time. Heez~

What a boring blog I have..

My blog is so boring.. No colours.. No tagboard.. Not much info.. Less pics.. Wordy in fact.. And full of complaints of my daily life.. Haha.. Why are you still here? Anyway, I will work on it when I got more time after my big exams.. (Really BIG & scary too..) Haha.. I will make sure my blog got my fav "me-to-you" pics, my photos, more colours.. Cutier design.. Change my layout.. Heez.. But complaints of my life still lingers here, sorry! Haha..

Tomorrow is my 1st "BIG" day.. Genetics paper!! Scary 3 hours to do the paper.. As usual, my memory is so stuck up.. Here read and go in, there dream and go out.. Never change that for donkey years.. Really "meh meh" years lorz.. Since pri sch I think.. I am not academically-inclined, u know.. Haha.. Stupid excuse, but it works all the time.. Coz not tt I am not smart, I am just not academically-inclined.. Best!

Missing my klashcs, my princess right now~ My princesses went to Sentosa ytd, so envious.. How I wish I am there, suntanning.. I am so so white now, like ang moh =P I think some of them darker than me.. Coz they used the bronzing lotion.. Aussies just got the love of a well-tanned skin.. Duno why.. Maybe just like I do.. Haha.. When can I go swimming again?? I miss those sessions with mun and amy.. Sometimes with lynn & cui?? Haha.. Coz they seldom swim with me in these recent years.. As for ying, she dun swim at all.. But I miss her too.. K-boxing~ Haha.. Okok I am gonna do that when I am back.. Swimming is priority, dun have much time for k-boxing though.. I wan to lose weight.. Esp my face.. If not, someone will complain.. Haha..

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Time is gold! I am short of it!

Gosh! Next tuesday I will be having my first paper - genetics and the evolution of life.. I am so so stressed~ There is so much to memorise and apply.. From genetics' DNA molecules, pedigree analysis and population genetics to botany's angiosperms, ferns, mosses and conifers to endosymbiosis, protistan pirates and fungi to zoology's 7 kingdoms of life, 6 major phylum, hominids and all sorts of monkeys and finches.. How nice if I can have a 2L cranial capacity, then I won't worry about the amount of information I can store in my brain.. Coz the very next day is Chemistry B, "No. 2 killer subject"! All the rates of reactions, quantum mechanics, transition metals, d-orbitals, organic reactions - Sn1, Sn2, E1, E2, oxidations, reductions, halogenation, Friedel-craft acylation, alkylation reactions, Markonikov's rule, Zaitzev's rule.. On the verge of breaking down already.. So much to absorb.. If I don't blog, I think I will go crazy.. I am at my 14th hour of study minus 15 mins bathing and 1/2hr lunch cum dinner.. Tiring.. How I wish for 27 Nov to come and I can be back in the comfort of my home.. Now I just got to make do with the hard, springy bed I got in Melb.. sleeping with my xiao zhu, hugging it.. My only comfort in Melb.. My bestest company..