Cooking Mode~

Yuppie! Holidays are here and I got the mood to try cooking new food. It is just so interesting. Like last wednesday and friday, I baked muffins. Yesterday, I prepared potato salad. Wednesday, I am going to bake tiramisu and maybe chocolate devil's cake. Hehe. I am just so happy when I see the final products - 'my jie jing' coming out. It is really interesting to be able to cook. I like it even more if people appreciate it. But there are still people who take it for granted. Humph :-/

Once I "master" most bakery foods, I will want to learn how to prepare asian food like Japanese, Korean, Nonya and more. Hehe. Far-fetched dream? Well, I hope not. For my baked goods, I still have to learn to bake bread and pies. Still more? Tell me if I missed out any. Haha. Do I seriously sound like a housewife? Oh no! My no. 1 enemy! I don't want to be one! Even if I am, I want to be a high-class housewife. Haha. Those tai-tai type. Fainted right? Me too.

Holiday Mode =P

With God's blessings, the holidays are finally here. Plans? I didn't plan much at first but now I got tons of things to accomplish and do during the next 2 weeks of holidays. Though my initial plan to Brisbane was dashed, it is sort of good news to me as I need not make my mum filled with fiery and I can save money. Well, you gotta understand that I am just a poor school girl now. Haha.

My plans for this holiday is to lose weight, run more, watch a movie, BBQ & steamboat & potluck with my uni mates, go for planet worship, finish up my case study of Yakult, read my books, go out with my ex-4E1 classmates, the list is still counting hopefully. Haha. Never thought that I got so much to do in the end, as long I can be happy, I don't mind the business. Hehe.

TGIF! It's ocf's weekly gathering again. Homecell at Jac's place tonite. Haha. Did it sound like Jack's place in S'pore? Oh how I miss the grilled. Well, I am going to bake chocolate and currants muffins today for them. Hopefully, I will bake in time for homecell. Hmm, I guess tonite will be a great night of fellowship with games and sharing. I think that is something worth waiting for every week, coz school is just too boring for me. Haha.

My plans for this weekend? I gonna meet MeiLi tomorrow. Really look forward to it coz haven't been meeting up with her since the start of the semester. Besides, we are going to have Max Brenner's. Yeah! Babka!! Cinnamon bread, topped with chocolate and extra chocolate as side. Hehe. The feeling of being loved and to love. On sunday, I am gonna meet Raine to buy some BBQ stuff at Boxhill and we might be having hot dan dan mian too! Hehe. Good food for the weekend. Sometimes I wonder how am I gonna lose weight like that. Well, it is my good fortune to have food all the time~ that's what my parents always say. I agree too. Coz I never worry about food. I will always get to eat unless I purposely don't want to. Even if I am hungry for that meal, someone will offer me food somehow. I don't know how to explain but it is true. Haha. Amazing? I think I am just blessed. Thank God for that too. So next time if you are hungry, just find me, I will offer my food to you. Hehe. =P

Holidays are almost here~

Blogging again? I have been stagnating for quite some time. Juicy news? Nah. Exciting adventures? Nah too. I just want to share my thoughts back here again.

Things have been moving quite smoothly all these while. I have already got the notice that I could graduate in July 2007 if nothing goes wrong. I got my internship placement at Prima recently. I passed my genetics and chemistry B. I have been blessed with more friends this semester. I have grown to love God more, ocz I drifted away from Him since last year. Now it is already September, the year of 2006 is almost coming to an end. I also realised how fast time flies this time, stepping into my 22nd year really soon.

What's my direction in life? What's the purpose laid for me? What is my ultimate goal? What have I accomplished so far? These issues have always been bugging me. Sometimes I thought I knew, sometimes I realised I don't. Sometimes I get frustrated coz of them, sometimes I just let God guide me. Well, one thing for sure is that at the end of the day, I just want to be happy.

Yesterday, I got back my chemistry test. I was not really happy. I wondered why. I passed but I am not happy. I thought I should be happy coz I am really bad with chemistry B. But I think my perfectionist personality really taking the hell out of me. When I pass, I want to get good. When I got good, I want to get excellent. Though my mum thinks that the drive to be even better is good for me, I think it is not making me happy. Sometimes it makes me really miserable, like yesterday, I was so sad until I went to bake muffins out of the blue. I just want to be contented. Why can't I? Trained to be like that since young? Maybe.