Motivated to run..

I am hopin for a miracle each day.. Everlasting happiness n gone are the worries in my mind.. What is happiness? Do I feel happy when something lucky happen to me? Or I will feel happy when my loved one is happy.. I chose the latter.. Today is my mum's special day--? Her Bdae la.. I knew exactly what to buy for her, well it is e latest Biotherm moisturer.. It was quite ex but after walkin rounds in TM, I decided my mum do worth this gift.. She was so delighted when she saw this moisturer.. I felt so warmth n glad when I saw her smile.. I enjoyed her bdae cake although it was full of fats n sugar.. Haha.. Well I can always do it off by running an extra kilo.. I was already pretty motivated by my collegues to run.. Now there is the standard chartered marathon going on in dec, it is super tempting.. I juz wanna run like no one's biz n enjoy tt new feeling.. 10 km for this yr.. half marathon for e next.. full for e following.. Oh my GOD.. I think I m thinkin way too far.. Maybe for now, I juz wan to train myself to be ready for 10km.. If my thinny collegue can do it(oops she will kill mi if she sees tt.. haha), so can I!!

Great movie today..

Long time no blog.. It's time to update a bit of my little happenin life.. haha.. At work tis week--> veri happenin.. I followed my collegue, uncle YT to e production to collect handswab n equipment.. These r meant to be tested so that no one will be poisoned.. haha.. the aunties there see uncle YT(becoz he is a man la), will auto let him do his job.. But when i do hor, they always give mi tt kind of look(aiya u r juz a kid).. haha.. Nvm nvm aunties r always aunties.. Next time i will be a high class auntie when i m old.. haha.. I had fun lookin around.. E machines n equipment there are really amazing.. V big so that alot of food can be cooked at the same time.. When i see e pasteries n bread, i tink u can imagine my eyes poppin out.. haha.. Uncle YT still help mi take some back.. hehe it is "back door" hor.. haha.. e uncles there taught mi quite alot.. Abt life n how to handle workplace situations n how to be smart at work.. Communication is really really impt at work, even a simple gesture if misunderstood might seem a big deal there.. Sometimes muz be more zhi dong lorz.. E environment at work was pretty good n enjoyable.. good food nice ppl n enough breaks.. haha.. wat more can i ask.. if life can be as smooth sailin as tis, will be great.. But sometimes need some downs to make life more interestin.. I had quite alot of downs n ups.. I hav learnt to be more +ve maybe after i read a couple of self-help books.. Really motivatin n interestin..  N i spent alot on these books becoz i cant find them in e library.. haha.. My life is wat i wan it to be, What we tink is what our reality is.. So be happy.. An ice-cream a day makes SHANSHAN smilin all day... haha.. *do remember to run after tt la*

Today I went for movies with karmun n yuzhong.. I-robots!! It was a nice movie, v action n makes ur mind twirl.. haha.. I already missed a few movies so i swear i wont miss tis one.. Almost did, lucky we got to buy e tix.. If not i will curse n swear e whole day again.. haha.. My ear is givin mi prob again.. keep bleedin becoz i need to remove for my tasks tis wk at production line.. Hope it will ease soon.. Nitez nitez.. Wanna slp.. it is a long day.. Tml still gotta work..

What is Tis pc of Sh*T..

Sianz Sunday.. Work from morning until evening.. Damn routine.. Go home eat dinner watch x-men.. Typical no life gal.. Is tis wat i wan? NO!!! I m juz running away from reality.. M i really workin n concentrating on my work?? NO!!! I was literally dreaming during work.. Although i did all my tasks properly with no errors.. BUT I noe my mind wasnt on tt task.. i tot alot.. Abt my hfla sheet, abt frenz, abt family, abt work, abt food(esp ice cream), abt some ppl, abt school, abt my future, abt sleep, abt my life, abt my mum's bdae.. many many more.. I tink i goin to buy some books to read at home.. Sometimes i juz wanna be alone to do my own stuff.. Now i m motivated to run, cycle n swim.. Now i m running hopefully during my off-days.. n swim during weekends.. I wanna cycle but my bike is so old.. tinkin of investing a good bike.. Still tinkin..  

Meaningful Monday

Hehe.. Although it is a monday, I didnt face with monday blues.. Instead, I felt it well-spent.. Today I went for driving lesson early in the morning.. A bit sianz at e start becoz it has been a long time since i last drove.. But my instructor was the same old person so i felt relaxed n enjoyed the lesson.. Duno y.. He is always tink tt I m attached.. duno tell him how many times i dun hav bf.. Den he say tt who noes tis time got.. Do i got tt attached look?? MAke mi so stressed.. Den saw one of my schmate in the curcuit.. surprisely he oso noe her, in the end we were gossipin while drivin.. ahaha.. After driving, I was quite aimless to where to go.. Was tinkin of my granny's place, yishun, angmokio.. In the end i saw bus 72 den i decide to go tamp.. Wat a dumb idea.. anyway by the time i regret already near hougang.. haha.. But when i was there, I didnt regret my choice.. hehe.. BECOZ i saw HAP(a guy la, he got tis name becoz of the subj we studied in sch).. Long time no see him, a bit miss him n he is damn good-lookin n TALL.. I can go ga-ga over him.. haha.. Den i got so excited tt i msg feli they all.. After tt, I walked about tm a while n go to tamp library.. I saw one book - "keepin faith".. It is about christians keepin their faith.. den when i was back home i read it n on the papers i saw tis page on the gal who got sars n her belief in GOD.. Sometimes i began to understand the reasons behind tis.. the only hurdle i face whilst to accept Him is my family.. although on the surface they dun seem to mind tt i wan be a christian, I noe deep in their hearts they will be disappointed.. Since young I noe there is fate between mi n GOD, i was juz afraid of the commitment.. Duno how to face it.. Maybe I juz needed more time to tink about it n hope to find my light by 21..

Sunday SCHOOL

Wah ha.. It is sunday~ N e same old thing is tt I gotta work.. Haiz.. But it was pretty relaxing becoz i slept for abt 2 hrs at work.. so amazing rite?? BEcoz i was not e only one there sleeping.. haha.. I was also dreaming while doin my work.. den end up doing e wrong things.. haha.. funny sia.. I hav been tinkin abt future, past n present.. Future~ Can I go to e uni and e degree of my choice?? it is still a v big "Q" in my head.. I m tinkin abt biz coz becoz tt's where my real interest lies.. Although food is fine for mi, I still found e job scope too monotonous.. I may be a quiet gal but i cant sit still.. I always like to be on  the move.. N besides I got some biz plans in mind.. I wan to further in tt area so tt i can move on wif my plans.. If not it will be a waste.. Noe wat i mean?? haha.. Past~ What hav i been doin for past 18 yrs? I wonder if i used them fully n meaningfully?? I tink the only part i felt wasted was my childhood.. I tink i missed out on alot of things.. I always wanted to learn to play e piano n guitar.. Becoz my family was quite poor last time.. Anyway it was a long story.. haha.. Present~ Hehe.. I tink i m still waitin for my one n only one.. V hard ah.. Although might noe wat i wan, somehow sth is missing.. I m still findin tt ans.. Maybe it is all abt commitment n accepting.. haiz.. Wat a headache.. Gotta slp le..

Finally my com is FINE!!!

Been a long time since i updated my blog.. Duno wat to update.. Maybe tok abt today bahz.. I went for ELF open hse today.. It supposed to be a rainy day but it ended up sunny n i was sun-burnt.. Sobz.. At nite i was watchin King Arthur, it was pretty nice.. N now i m super tired.. sleepin any moment.. Byebye.. Maybe tml more detailz.. Now only write for fun.. haha..

BurninG Finger..

7 JUlY 2004
This day is so Boring n tiring.. NO pt mentioning.. I was only doing my food safety proj.. hehe..

8 July 2004
Today is an exciting day.. I burnt my finger during food lab.. haha.. I was lookin sth for my collegue den wah.. I saw a big flame in front of mi.. It was so HOT>> n painful.. sobz... At first, in the mornin I was feeling sleepy n nearly dozed off in front of my task(checkin results).. After tt I was super awake becoz my finger become sausage already le.. haha.. E whole office was so caring towards mi.. so touched.. TOday I was training to finish 10 food sample test within 1 hr.. N amazing I did it in 45 mins.. hehe.. so happy.. During lunch break.. I did sth "bad" w yanting.. one of e uncle gave us airline's brownie n eat.. Haha.. It was nice but too oily.. After tt was juz food sample test plus i realised tt my collegues n i do hav frequency.. Hope it is gettin better each day.. so exciting.. Juz before I finish work, I had a ice cream treat again.. Again it is illegal.. haha.. But it was nice.. many days since i eat ice-cream.. Den it was home sweet home.. I went home to cook dinner too.. Long time since i cook for e family.. haha..

Every Nite oso OUTsiDE.. Very tired lehz..

Work ytd was horrible.. I broke one whole set of test tubes.. Lucky my supervisor didnt scold.. my collegue still helped mi to clear up, so nice of her.. hehe.. Ytd I spent my evening w e same old ppl(feli, raynor n zhi wei).. We met e day be4 in less than 24 hrs.. We wanted to go bugis to buy some art materials for our notice board.. IN THE END.. IT was CLOSED.. Nearly fainted.. I didnt hav a good day be4 tt becoz of my proj.. Haiz.. Need to do everything last min is damn sickenin.. We ended up at mosburger tokin crap.. After which i tried to rush home to hand in my work.. Haiz.. So tirin..

Today was fine.. Didnt really do anything fantastic durin work today.. haha.. But i learnt alot of new things.. I nv knew that incubatin a micro needs abt 1 week, it is so long n alot of steps to remember.. Lucky my supervisor gave me notes abt the steps.. If not i will be in a lost.. After work I went out w my poly gang(feli, suann n jia).. Long time no see except for e feli.. One wk duno muz see how many times.. I tink almost daily.. haha.. Anyway we had dinner at kenny but i tink e food suckz.. Really hard to swallow.. i tink they degraded in the quality.. haiz.. We walked thru suntec,esp carrefour.. N i tink i lead them to walk in circles.. haha.. Becoz i wan to stock up at workplace.. I tink i m turnin pig soon.. haha.. Den we went to charles n keith n make a mess there.. haha.. all e shoes flyin everywhere.. I still anyhow bought a pair of slip-ons.. becoz my slippers r givin way.. hehe.. V tirin.. slpin soon le..

I had to WORK on a SUNDAY???!!! WAt a Joke!!

OMG.. Today is sunday yet i gotta work.. How sad can tt be manz.. Lucky it was a peaceful day wif some laughter at work.. I guess my bond w my collegues is buildin up, sth i m proud of.. hehe.. N i cant believe that my supervisor say tt i dun look like my wt.. She tot i was 43kg.. Wat a joke.. If it is really like tt, i would be super happy.. Anyway it's impossible la.. Maybe e food lab is full of skinny ppl, n since i m in there, i would appear skinny too.. haha.. After work(finally after 2 hrs of break), I went for my fav movie-spiderman 2 w my dear elf frenz!!! But they were late.. Make mi wait for 20 mins n we bought e tix at 631 when our show starts at 630.. super kiang.. It was cool but duno y i kept laughin.. After e show hor.. Raynor n Zhiwei cheat us to 201.. A bit far sia.. Lucky we entertained each other while walkin there.. It was so late when i gotta go home.. N my bus refuse to come.. argh.. tml still got work n now i m waitin for my dear hair to dry.. wanna slp.. tml gonna be another long day..

Madness...

29 June 2004
BLACKOUT of e yr 2004.. so scary.. So unlucky was i to be caught in the midst of it.. haiz.. I gotta walk home in e dark.. N all e car honks were so frightenin(i scared i will witness an accident..) Den i need to walk up 11 floors.. super tirin manz.. N e phone line were too busy in op.. e kind of helplessness was within mi, hopin it to end asap.. Fortunately for mi, it ended in less than half an hr.. Somehow e electricity was so precious suddenly.. Tt was e event of e day..

30 June 2004
Those sp students workin w mi r leavin soon.. sobz.. E office will leave mi n yanting only.. so scary.. Haiz.. All e workload will increase n proj will flow in.. But it was kind of them to treat us pizza before they leave.. hehe.. N my collegues r so "mean" to wait for both of us to treat them better stuff.. haha.. I wouldnt mind if they will assist mi all e way thru my attachment..

1 July 2004
I bought a bdae cake for my dad(but my mum paid..hehe).. It was so cute,ok.. Angie e choice's daddy face durian cake.. But my dad was so unsatisfied becoz becoz it is only 15 cm.. N he grumbled tt e daddy face cake was so old for him.. aiyo i spent time choosin for him, he still so noisy.. haha.. Anyway i guessed he enjoyed e cake.. But before we ate e cake, sth stupid happened.. I wanted to take a pic of e cake.. When i got my hp ready, my parents tot i wanted to take pic for them.. Laugh until I couldnt eat.. haha..

2 July 2004
Today was a messy n madness day.. Cant imagine wat happen.. E nite before I tot I had drivin today.. But I got tt bad feelin tt it is not.. So I went to check e webbie.. Indeed it is on sat instead.. Watever programme I planned for today earlier was gone.. Nvm.. When I was headin to see a doctor, my mum called n say tt she nv book for mi.. In e end, duno for wat, i cried in e bus.. I got tt sudden feeling tt my life was in a mess.. Den at tt pt, suann called mi, I guessed she was quite shocked at my reaction.. Den i was mad to rush down to e salon n keep wantin to highlight my hair..After i updated my bankbook, sth brightens up my day.. I got my 1st pay from attachment.. Little but enuff to spend.. hehe.. I ask e salon abt highlightin my hair.. Lucky e price scared e hell of mi.. So I chose loreal instead.. Cheap n now my hair is flashy copper brown.. Not exactly but abt there.. After tt I went out w yuzhong n karmun for dinner.. I oso found my dad's bdae present.. So proud to find it.. Becoz it is a black piggy bank w e words:"retirement fund".. haha.. Interesting rite?? N it is so cute.. hehe.. I guessed he like it.. He even joked tt I wan him to take care of himself when he is old.. Machiam I will throw him away like tt.. i wont kkz.. haha.. Gotta slp le.. It was a super long day..